Life is good
Both kids were more then pleased with their pictures (the boy adored his and it's hanging above his bed and supposedly he is still grinning right now and wants to give me a hug) which makes me pleased!
And relieved.
Now, I'm being a good little artist and working on the next commission ((and Avatar one)) and only if I get the bg and base colours done and sent off for approval will I do a little bit of silly sketching for myself. See! I'm working on being more responsible. It's not easy, but I'm figuring out a system that works with the way I function and so far...the results have been good.
Hopefully it can last through drastic mood swings, but I won't know till it happens.
And relieved.
Now, I'm being a good little artist and working on the next commission ((and Avatar one)) and only if I get the bg and base colours done and sent off for approval will I do a little bit of silly sketching for myself. See! I'm working on being more responsible. It's not easy, but I'm figuring out a system that works with the way I function and so far...the results have been good.
Hopefully it can last through drastic mood swings, but I won't know till it happens.
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1807/6000
It is such an awesome drawing of Zuko. <3
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YEAH!!! You're doing it!!
I miss the days when I was always drawing Avatar...it's a shame the pairing wars kinda killed it for me *sigh*
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I am! Typing fingers are go!
Aww, sadface. I pretty much burned out on the Maiko Big Bang, myself. Too much writing, not enough pay-off.
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*snuggles* Go fingers! You can do this! And you too mind! Stay focused!
Yup. People just started dictating what they thought I was suppose to draw and then when I drew something else they ignored, insulted or tried to change it around. It lost it's fun...but...I find if I stay away from pairing stuff and stick with silly, I can manage ^^; That and I avoid the comms >>;
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JEM music is surprisingly soothing. I wish I had more of it.
... I hope I didn't do any of that, but I fear I might have. I'm sorry. D: *huggles Luco lots* At least you are happier now with your art?
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I don't think I recognize that name...
Possibly? I don't really remember specifics but yeah. It was also and overload because seriously, I did WAY too much too quickly. But yeah, I'm happier and I'm learning to not let things affect me as much! I'm mostly drawing for myself now.
*snuggles back*
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*snuggles* That is good. It's better to be a happy artist than an overwhelmed one. Unless it's an overwhelming you've chosen. If that makes sense.
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That makes perfect sense to me. And really, it's been kinda fun to just let go and enjoy myself.
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Yus!
2015/6000
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Yeah you're over 2000!!
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(Delicious.)
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Well, I guess your reward will have to wait till tomorrow. Just keep doing what you can! I still believe in you!!
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Tomorrow is very much another day. *purrs* *nips*
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*chirps!*
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....
When you earn it, that is.
*grooms*
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Tease! *eyes the Luco-kitty*
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*flicks her tail and looks cute* Me?! Never.
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Yes, yoooouuuuuu. Minx!
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*looks around* You must be talking to an imaginary friend.
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Yeah, I'm riding this wave for as long as I can. Probably another hour since I should go to bed at a reasonable hour.
An imaginary friend named Luco.
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Oh look! It and I share a name....wait a minute....oh.
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*tickles!*
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