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Okay, slow down...
Jan. 7th, 2005 01:22 pmWell this has been an emotionally involved day...
At school, the whole day was taken over with a presentation from a College, you know how to apply, money issues and all that. It turns out that I have till Feb. 1 to submit all the paperwork!
So, I have to figure out all those forms, start up the part-time Art Fundamentals in two weeks, finish the Upgrading Course I'm taking right now and figure out how to pay fro everything since the Loan you get from the Goverment for school can't even begin to be processed until you get accepted by a College which might happen a week before you have to go!
So...dealing with all that inoformation dumped on me left me just zoned out and then walking home, I'm on my little road almost at my apartment and a car slows down beside me. I slow down and move to the other side of the sidewalk and am walking cautiosuly by (I've had VERY BAD expierences with this..) and he asks if I live in the Building ahead. I recognize the guy from when I leave in the morning and know he lives in the building so I nod my head.
He smiles and says so that's where he knows me from. He drives on and I meet him again in the Lobby to get an elevator. We get on with another couple and he asks where I went to school (had schoolbag on) I told him a lie and when he asked what I was taking I said Animation. So, he asked for lessons. I told him I wasn't a good teacher. He said that didn't matter. I told him I was busy, good-bye and got off on the same floor as the Couple in the elevator so he wouldn't know what floor I lived on.
They seemed to figure out what was going on and offered me a chance to come inside for a minute. I thanked them but walked up the two flights of stairs to my floor and rushed inside and locked the door. (The guy was black and I have a fear of them from when I was kid due to a beating I recieved).
Was trying to calm down and then get a call from the Art Store that I had tried to get a job at earlier, they wanted another interview Monday, so I may be getting the job after all, which cheered me up, but still...I'm nervous to walk out of my apartment due to a guy on the 4th floor and a guy now on the 12th floor.....
I want to curl up and cry....
Will go play Devil May Cry instead and beat the shit out of whatever crosses my path.
At school, the whole day was taken over with a presentation from a College, you know how to apply, money issues and all that. It turns out that I have till Feb. 1 to submit all the paperwork!
So, I have to figure out all those forms, start up the part-time Art Fundamentals in two weeks, finish the Upgrading Course I'm taking right now and figure out how to pay fro everything since the Loan you get from the Goverment for school can't even begin to be processed until you get accepted by a College which might happen a week before you have to go!
So...dealing with all that inoformation dumped on me left me just zoned out and then walking home, I'm on my little road almost at my apartment and a car slows down beside me. I slow down and move to the other side of the sidewalk and am walking cautiosuly by (I've had VERY BAD expierences with this..) and he asks if I live in the Building ahead. I recognize the guy from when I leave in the morning and know he lives in the building so I nod my head.
He smiles and says so that's where he knows me from. He drives on and I meet him again in the Lobby to get an elevator. We get on with another couple and he asks where I went to school (had schoolbag on) I told him a lie and when he asked what I was taking I said Animation. So, he asked for lessons. I told him I wasn't a good teacher. He said that didn't matter. I told him I was busy, good-bye and got off on the same floor as the Couple in the elevator so he wouldn't know what floor I lived on.
They seemed to figure out what was going on and offered me a chance to come inside for a minute. I thanked them but walked up the two flights of stairs to my floor and rushed inside and locked the door. (The guy was black and I have a fear of them from when I was kid due to a beating I recieved).
Was trying to calm down and then get a call from the Art Store that I had tried to get a job at earlier, they wanted another interview Monday, so I may be getting the job after all, which cheered me up, but still...I'm nervous to walk out of my apartment due to a guy on the 4th floor and a guy now on the 12th floor.....
I want to curl up and cry....
Will go play Devil May Cry instead and beat the shit out of whatever crosses my path.
