*scowl*

Am trying to Darkover art and am failing horribly.

This annoys me immensely.

I think it's because I wanna do fanart, but if I do fanart then I'll feel guilty about not doing the art I NEED to do and the proper sellable art and so the fanart won't even turn out good which will leave me feeling even more annoyed.

...

But....maybe I do just need time to play....?

Ah, well, I'll try for a little while longer and see what happens. Also need to clean kitchen and bathroom today as well as make cookies....


And the leaves outside are crunchy and every possible shade or red and gold. Wish there was someone close by to go outside and play with.

I think I'll make some hot chocolate when I make cookies.