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Sep. 4th, 2007 06:10 pmI don't know why, but the first day back has left me feeling drained and used. . .
I want to draw right now. I know I do...but nothing is working, nothing is coming out right and I just, yeah. I think it's because we had life drawing today. That class always makes me feel like I'm worthless, that and I've had to fight with the school about a certain class and get myself back on class lists and yeah.
It was basically 'Welcome back! We know you, but you don't exist!'
*sigh*
I want a hug.
I want to draw right now. I know I do...but nothing is working, nothing is coming out right and I just, yeah. I think it's because we had life drawing today. That class always makes me feel like I'm worthless, that and I've had to fight with the school about a certain class and get myself back on class lists and yeah.
It was basically 'Welcome back! We know you, but you don't exist!'
*sigh*
I want a hug.
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Date: 2007-09-04 10:15 pm (UTC)School's all over have been messing up schedules, huh?
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Date: 2007-09-04 10:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-04 10:37 pm (UTC)~Swyrel
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Date: 2007-09-04 10:47 pm (UTC)Batman's head on a lanceOP/Ouran fanart or fic?no subject
Date: 2007-09-04 11:06 pm (UTC)I know the feeling. I took Life Drawing last year....in the end it completely killed my will to draw for the longest of time T_T But I'm still glad I took it because it really helped me out with my skill.
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Date: 2007-09-04 11:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-05 01:21 am (UTC)You draw so well already, how can this class faze you? Sure hope that something clicks for you and you start to really enjoy it. Happens that way sometimes.
Did you listen to the Ouran music vids on Youtube? Maybe they will cheer you up. I posted some links on your 8/29 Oh Pretty entry. (http://luco-millian.livejournal.com/220576.html)
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Date: 2007-09-05 01:47 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-05 01:54 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-05 02:07 am (UTC)Was my first day back too.
Yay for college. XPAnd you definetly not worthless! Shush! ^__^
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Date: 2007-09-05 02:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-09-05 04:01 am (UTC)And how could you not exist? You Sooooooooooo do!
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Date: 2007-09-05 04:20 am (UTC)The father of a good friend of mine told her something, that she in turn told me, that now I impart on to you.
"The primary purpose of college isn't to learn whatever you're studying, because there's other ways to do that. The primary purpose of college is to teach you how to deal with shit."
Nobody gets through uni without the administration giving them a hard time- NOBODY (anyone who so claims that they did will be denounced as a liar and stoned, even if they're telling the truth). I think that this is the primary purpose of university administration- to take your money, make you do a funny dance while jumping through their hoops, and give you a hard time about both.
Hang in there!
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Date: 2007-09-05 04:23 am (UTC)Don't let school drain you too much. Can't let them win. ^____^ Hope tomorrow is a better day. I can only imagine what my day will be like on Thursday.
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Date: 2007-09-05 04:42 am (UTC)*huggle-noserub*
It's all gonna get better now. Don't worry! ^___^
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Date: 2007-09-05 04:52 am (UTC)Hopefully you'll be able to draw again soon!!
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Date: 2007-09-05 05:11 pm (UTC)