Simple Solutions.
Oct. 15th, 2007 03:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lucoSo. I've been silent for awhile, even though I promised to get back to comments and such, and have not shown you guys art for quite some time. The reason for that?
Well, after my my rant about school and people and such, I was thinking about doing some very 'stupid things', but luckily I had enough sense and control to go book myself into the hospital for a day. They had an empty bed and a doctor was able to see me and all seemed good. And with the hope that I could get myself back on track and handle school and such better, I agreed to try some medication.
Bad move.
Now I know meds work for some people and mood-wise they did work for me. But there is one major problem I get while on them. I can not draw. Not at all. And that was killing me. So while my moods were fairly happy and calm and everyone saw that I looked better, I couldn't draw, I didn't have the will to do anything and everything got neglected. I ended up behind on homework, my room became a mess and I almost....
I almost destroyed Delmar.
When that happened I called the hospital and demanded they take me off them. They told me how and it's been two days since the and finally, I feel alive. I sat down and started working on homework and it was working. My animation is finally co-operating and my characters are coming to life again. So now, if I can keep this up, I can get everything done on time and with next week being reading week I can finally draw for myself (and you guys) again!
So I may be silent for a little longer, but it's simply a busy silence this time.
Oh!
And Maile? the number is the same, the phone has just been off most of the time.
And the three people who commented last post? I will chose what to send out to you soon.
Ladyharken? My address is posted at the beginning of this september...it's my school address from last year as well ^___^
And Cathy? You're package arrived, Delmar and I are both very very happy and bug hugs to you and your sister. I have the fabric for your boy's outfit, I just can't remember what size he is.. will respond to your email once homework has been dealt with.
And to everyone else. I will get back to you soon and thanks for the calls and comments. Hopefully things become more silly and cheerful after this. . .
Well, after my my rant about school and people and such, I was thinking about doing some very 'stupid things', but luckily I had enough sense and control to go book myself into the hospital for a day. They had an empty bed and a doctor was able to see me and all seemed good. And with the hope that I could get myself back on track and handle school and such better, I agreed to try some medication.
Bad move.
Now I know meds work for some people and mood-wise they did work for me. But there is one major problem I get while on them. I can not draw. Not at all. And that was killing me. So while my moods were fairly happy and calm and everyone saw that I looked better, I couldn't draw, I didn't have the will to do anything and everything got neglected. I ended up behind on homework, my room became a mess and I almost....
I almost destroyed Delmar.
When that happened I called the hospital and demanded they take me off them. They told me how and it's been two days since the and finally, I feel alive. I sat down and started working on homework and it was working. My animation is finally co-operating and my characters are coming to life again. So now, if I can keep this up, I can get everything done on time and with next week being reading week I can finally draw for myself (and you guys) again!
So I may be silent for a little longer, but it's simply a busy silence this time.
Oh!
And Maile? the number is the same, the phone has just been off most of the time.
And the three people who commented last post? I will chose what to send out to you soon.
Ladyharken? My address is posted at the beginning of this september...it's my school address from last year as well ^___^
And Cathy? You're package arrived, Delmar and I are both very very happy and bug hugs to you and your sister. I have the fabric for your boy's outfit, I just can't remember what size he is.. will respond to your email once homework has been dealt with.
And to everyone else. I will get back to you soon and thanks for the calls and comments. Hopefully things become more silly and cheerful after this. . .
