Honestly, sometimes I feel that the AtLA fandom and it's awesome people and LJ in general are the only things keeping me alive. I feel that I can be there, and the thought of people remembering me and my preferences makes me so happy. I don't think those people realize that how important it's to me. I cannot stand the thought of they thinking I am annoying or useless. I cannot stand it when they answer my comment and it can be thought as a negative or angry. I always feel terror and think that: "They will kick me out!"
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Date: 2010-02-16 05:52 pm (UTC)