0h Luco *hugs* It will get better and I'm not lying, not at all.
I don't want to hear you call yourself disgusting, because you AREN'T. You're going through a lot of bad shit, anyone would be in pieces by now and having your mental problems doesn't help. You are the strongest person I know and one of the most loving too. Everybody hates and everyone feels rage, whether want to admit it or not. I don't believe that anyone who can survive as much as you, love as much as you, and create such beautiful things like you do can ever be disgusting. You're a beautiful person, I fully and completely believe that.
Please please don't hurt yourself or do anything else you'll regret. Because everyone has things that make them want to break down and cry and you really don't understand how strong you are because you keep going because some people would have given up. A lot of people in fact.
And even though you're scared of yourself you know what? I'm not scared of you, if I was there I would hand you a knife and hug you because I know who you are. And believe me I don't see anything scary about you.
I'll say again it does get better and it will. I love you *hugs and spoils as much as I can*
PS- Your package is in the mail, I forgot to put a note in the package to please don't eat out of the Rain bowl, the glaze came out funny and I'm pretty sure it'd be bad to eat out of. If you need to talk send me a note or email telling me how you want me to get in contact and when and I'll do it. Also if you know any sort of story that would cheer you up you can ask me to write it, I really really don't mind. *hugs* Love you so much Luco, I really do.
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Date: 2011-02-24 12:25 am (UTC)I don't want to hear you call yourself disgusting, because you AREN'T. You're going through a lot of bad shit, anyone would be in pieces by now and having your mental problems doesn't help. You are the strongest person I know and one of the most loving too. Everybody hates and everyone feels rage, whether want to admit it or not. I don't believe that anyone who can survive as much as you, love as much as you, and create such beautiful things like you do can ever be disgusting. You're a beautiful person, I fully and completely believe that.
Please please don't hurt yourself or do anything else you'll regret. Because everyone has things that make them want to break down and cry and you really don't understand how strong you are because you keep going because some people would have given up. A lot of people in fact.
And even though you're scared of yourself you know what? I'm not scared of you, if I was there I would hand you a knife and hug you because I know who you are. And believe me I don't see anything scary about you.
I'll say again it does get better and it will. I love you *hugs and spoils as much as I can*
PS- Your package is in the mail, I forgot to put a note in the package to please don't eat out of the Rain bowl, the glaze came out funny and I'm pretty sure it'd be bad to eat out of. If you need to talk send me a note or email telling me how you want me to get in contact and when and I'll do it. Also if you know any sort of story that would cheer you up you can ask me to write it, I really really don't mind. *hugs* Love you so much Luco, I really do.