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Jun. 6th, 2011 10:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lucoSo I have AN pics and videos to sort through and then post...but that will happen later this evening. For now I am staying curled up in my basement simply working on art ((both commission work and fanart ^^))
Until I have to clean and do gardening.
*sigh* I know mom's health isn't doing good and that's why this week has been rough and I know brother has his social disorder, but seriously, why am I the only one who cleans? Or does laundry or has to take care of the garden ((which she just extended this weekend without letting me know ahead of time!)), feed cats and clean their litter and then has to listen to the complaints when things aren't perfect?
There is only soo much I can do and despite what others might think ((mainly extended-family and others)) I do work! Probably more hours then most full-time people! It's just I don't have a steady wage and it's a hell of a lot of start-up work! I mean, I have to get stuff ready for Kempenfest and FanExpo, I'm trying to figure out how to set up a website, working on commissions, doing all the gound-work for an original comic, have a few fancomics I'd love to do, putting together artbooks and trying to remake my portfolio from scratch!
It's a little frustrating. And ODSP hasn't gotten back to me, so I'm still without a steady income, but I know a part-time job would kill me. I know my emotional-stability is still shot all to hell and I still need time. Does that make it any easier? No.
I seriously think I need a manager of some-sort >>;
I'd also love my own studio space, but, alas, that won't be happening anytime soon.
It will happen though.
Okay, enough whining, back to work.
*goes and gets coffee*
Until I have to clean and do gardening.
*sigh* I know mom's health isn't doing good and that's why this week has been rough and I know brother has his social disorder, but seriously, why am I the only one who cleans? Or does laundry or has to take care of the garden ((which she just extended this weekend without letting me know ahead of time!)), feed cats and clean their litter and then has to listen to the complaints when things aren't perfect?
There is only soo much I can do and despite what others might think ((mainly extended-family and others)) I do work! Probably more hours then most full-time people! It's just I don't have a steady wage and it's a hell of a lot of start-up work! I mean, I have to get stuff ready for Kempenfest and FanExpo, I'm trying to figure out how to set up a website, working on commissions, doing all the gound-work for an original comic, have a few fancomics I'd love to do, putting together artbooks and trying to remake my portfolio from scratch!
It's a little frustrating. And ODSP hasn't gotten back to me, so I'm still without a steady income, but I know a part-time job would kill me. I know my emotional-stability is still shot all to hell and I still need time. Does that make it any easier? No.
I seriously think I need a manager of some-sort >>;
I'd also love my own studio space, but, alas, that won't be happening anytime soon.
It will happen though.
Okay, enough whining, back to work.
*goes and gets coffee*
