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Update
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My balance is still off slightly and I'm still extremely tired most of the time. Supposedly I shouldn't be.
Mom...is a basket-case. She's so very worried and I don't know if she should be or if it's just she is a loving mom and they worry like no one else can when their kids are hurting. I'm doing my best to behave because I don't like seeing her in tears.
Lee thinks it's something he's done that has her upset and I'm not sure if I should let him think that, or get him worried about me as well ((which would be worse)) Either way, I go for a blood test tomorrow and see my family doctor.
Hopefully it's just the blood thinners that need to be adjusted.
This is where I'm kinda glad for the distance that BPD gives me. I'm seeing the situation, but not panicking.
...I want good news, or at least manageable news tomorrow.
My balance is still off slightly and I'm still extremely tired most of the time. Supposedly I shouldn't be.
Mom...is a basket-case. She's so very worried and I don't know if she should be or if it's just she is a loving mom and they worry like no one else can when their kids are hurting. I'm doing my best to behave because I don't like seeing her in tears.
Lee thinks it's something he's done that has her upset and I'm not sure if I should let him think that, or get him worried about me as well ((which would be worse)) Either way, I go for a blood test tomorrow and see my family doctor.
Hopefully it's just the blood thinners that need to be adjusted.
This is where I'm kinda glad for the distance that BPD gives me. I'm seeing the situation, but not panicking.
...I want good news, or at least manageable news tomorrow.
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