luco: (feelings)
luco ([personal profile] luco) wrote2012-01-13 01:04 pm

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*sigh*

I just feel like crying today.

Blood-thinners needed to be upped again. I'm getting more tired. They tried to let me on light exercise and that failed horribly so I'm back to very little movement and I'm just...

Frustrated?
Exhausted?
Depressed?

...possibly? I don't know. I don't feel attached to myself and can't gain any motivation to DO anything. Not even turn on the PSP or PS3.

Any suggestions?

[identity profile] yukinoomoni.livejournal.com 2012-01-13 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Fanfic reading? Online stuff?

I'm in a similar boat, so I can kind of relate, but only a little. I'm just trying to keep distracted, so that I don't get down into the depths of depression, you know?

[identity profile] veronica-rich.livejournal.com 2012-01-13 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Um ... a better doctor? Seriously, unless this was just going to be a very short-term thing, nobody's life should be this miserable without relief. Isn't there a specialist or another doctor you can see? An endocronologist? A cardiac doctor?

[identity profile] just1turtleduck.livejournal.com 2012-01-13 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* You're in my thoughts.

Reading is a good hobby too~!

[identity profile] mettathron.livejournal.com 2012-01-14 01:24 am (UTC)(link)
*hug* Hang in there.

If you're looking for things to do, there's always the wide world of Terry Pratchett's books to go through (that always cheers me up a treat, and it will take a great deal of time). If you're able to find them, the audio book versions are awesome too, and then you can just close your eyes and listen to the melodious (and sometimes anything but melodious) voice of the reader and not worry about feeling attached to yourself.

*hugs*
Edited 2012-01-14 01:25 (UTC)