Door #2

[luco]

Sigh......it's going to be one of those days. See, I have a problem when it comes to looking at other people's art. My reaction is either one of two things:

1. I get inspired to draw and spend the rest of the day in front of paper.

2. I completely lose confidence in myself.

It's one of those #2 days....and no matter what I do, I can't seem to get myself out of it. I'd go for a walk, but moving alot still hurts like hell and the bruises are a really ugly colour...yellow and purple with spots of blue....mostly yellow though.

walked down the hall the other day and and elderly lady saw the bruises across my necka dn cautiously approached and asked if everything was okay in my life..I was confused until i realized she thought I was in an abusive realtionship.

She didn't believe me when i told her everything was okay and demanded I join her for a cup of tea. Tea was delicious but she still didn't believe me....^^;;;;

It's nice to have caring people..but really....same happened when I was trying on a dress while still healing from a Breast Reduction...

Sigh......maybe I'll go play Video games and hope this mood goes away.

Comments

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Yeah me too and the #2 days often outnumber the #1.....sigh...

[inklacedfeather.livejournal.com]

Yes very much. I got a friend in school who must be like some kind of god of drawing less she sold her soul to demons or somethin. Anyway her work is totally out of this world. Its saddens me everytime I see it cause I know I wouls never be able to spit out stuff like that. I mean sure the ideas are in my head but come actually drawing them...well they never really seem to wanna come out the same.

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

I have a few friends like that that make me want to rip their hearts out and strangle them with their hair if i didn't love them so much.....

Damn friends...sigh ^^;;;

[inklacedfeather.livejournal.com]

My sentaments excatly. ^^