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Mar. 27th, 2007 09:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lucoSo.....I think I'm in shock.
A friend of mine, who I've known for 10 years.....she hung herself Sunday. Her mother called and told me and invited me to the funeral.
She was pregnant when she died. The father is unknown to me or her mom.
I'm thinking of breaking right now. Shattering in to itty bitty pieces.
But instead I'm going to go to my desk and animate, and then paint. And then work on commissions and try anything to make sure I don't fall asleep. I do not want to see her in my dreams. I really don't.
A friend of mine, who I've known for 10 years.....she hung herself Sunday. Her mother called and told me and invited me to the funeral.
She was pregnant when she died. The father is unknown to me or her mom.
I'm thinking of breaking right now. Shattering in to itty bitty pieces.
But instead I'm going to go to my desk and animate, and then paint. And then work on commissions and try anything to make sure I don't fall asleep. I do not want to see her in my dreams. I really don't.
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Date: 2007-03-28 01:51 am (UTC)I found that keeping myself busy for a couple of days when Tara hanged herself helped me out. Then I could sit back and think of her a little more calmly. Sleep, though. Please. ♥
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