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Mar. 27th, 2007 09:32 pmSo.....I think I'm in shock.
A friend of mine, who I've known for 10 years.....she hung herself Sunday. Her mother called and told me and invited me to the funeral.
She was pregnant when she died. The father is unknown to me or her mom.
I'm thinking of breaking right now. Shattering in to itty bitty pieces.
But instead I'm going to go to my desk and animate, and then paint. And then work on commissions and try anything to make sure I don't fall asleep. I do not want to see her in my dreams. I really don't.
A friend of mine, who I've known for 10 years.....she hung herself Sunday. Her mother called and told me and invited me to the funeral.
She was pregnant when she died. The father is unknown to me or her mom.
I'm thinking of breaking right now. Shattering in to itty bitty pieces.
But instead I'm going to go to my desk and animate, and then paint. And then work on commissions and try anything to make sure I don't fall asleep. I do not want to see her in my dreams. I really don't.
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Date: 2007-03-28 01:19 pm (UTC)That's rough, really rough. I've lost a few people in my time, I thought it helped when I talked to someone. My Mom mostly for me, but I suggest anyone you feel comfurtable with. Keeping it all inside won't do you any good and as someone above me said not good for your own health.
Not that you have to do anything at the moment of course.
But please do sleep for reasons already mentioned and know that we're all thinking about you. *hugs*