*grumbles*

Know what is really annoying? Having to walk an hour and a half to get to the art stor so I can pick up the one type of pen I need and the one little brush that just died, and then walk an hour and a half back!

I know, why don't I just take the bus right?

First off....buses in Toronto should be avoided at all costs (my personal expiernce) and second...the way the bus routes go...I'd be spending almost 3 hours each way...

At least walking I can cut through the Ravine and the University...well...hopefully it's warm out there....

The price of life

A three hour walk in March should not cause a person's face to be sunburnt...nor should it result in same person suffering from sun stroke...

And yet I am....

I am also not happy and yet really relieved, both for the same reason.

See I got a phone call today from mom. A really urgent one. See my brother and mom both aren't the healthiest of people, but with neither working they often can't afford the medication they need.

It's been that way for about two months and all of a sudden lee's asthma, which is severe, has flared up. He had to go the hospital and the medication he now needs costs about $170 for a month's dose.

Money they didn't have, especially since they needed to pay off the rest of the medical bills before they could get it.

All in all it cost about $600

And they desperately needed this.

So I emptied my bank account of all the money I've been saving to go to Denver next month and to spend at the two conventions as well as indulge myself with a few things in FMA....

But now I don't have anything, yet they come first....health is more important.

I'm just really dissapointed. i wonder if I'm being selfish. I'm actually more upset that no one else in the family offered to help....

yeah...I think I'm just going to go find something to do...