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May. 13th, 2007
So, I am doing the comic about Sanji's tie that I mentioned yesterday. It'll be 7 pages and I'm done the first two which I thought I'd share. Actually they are the roughs of the pages since this is going in the 'to-do-good' pile that I want to work on after the convention and once I've figured out how much free time I'll have from my job.
So they're rough (really, REALLY rough ;__; I'm sorry!!) and done on the computer since the Squiggles comic killed my pens ;__;
Anyways, only Sanji and Robin right now, but Zoro will appear ^____^
( Would you like to hear more? )
Tell em if I should continue or not okay?
....
I am so out of practice when it comes to drawing directly on the computer *whines*
So they're rough (really, REALLY rough ;__; I'm sorry!!) and done on the computer since the Squiggles comic killed my pens ;__;
Anyways, only Sanji and Robin right now, but Zoro will appear ^____^
( Would you like to hear more? )
Tell em if I should continue or not okay?
....
I am so out of practice when it comes to drawing directly on the computer *whines*
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May. 13th, 2007 07:15 pmHey, did you know hospitals have computers?
And that typing with an IV stuck in your hand is annoying?
I mean, I thought you weren't allowed to have this stuff, especially in emerg...but it seems you can. The nurse told me it was for the teen and young adult patients who needed something to calm them down. I'm allowed to go on because I'm right beside the nurses station and hooked up to all their little monitors that go beep beep beep.
Yeah, I'm in the hospital and will be here all night. Dad feels really guilty and all, but it was an accident. He was eating a microve dinner thingy and it has both nuts and shellfish in it...must have been asian....anyways, I walked into the living room and woke up in the hospital. They said dad gave me the epi-pen and then drove me here. He got a speeding ticket silly guy....
So I'm doped up, but still clear-headed. It's just odd because everything feels like I'm moving through a cloud of fog. Very weird and annoying because things take forever, but I has time. I have to stay here for 8 hours to make sure I don't re-lapse because you know...not breathing is not fun. dad went home. He'll pick me up later.
This place is a mess and I can't even have the food because it also has a chance of killing me. See, hopsital food can kill! My nurse just laughed at me when I told her that. She also had an interesting look on her face when I blabbed out that I should be drawing tentacle porn, not lying in bed. I'm told it's one of the more interesting things she's heard from a semi-drugged patient.
I'll probably be embarrassed tommorrow, but I likes these drugs. they give you benadryl for your reaction, which makes you really, really sleepy and then they pump you full of andrenaline stuff to keep your body in panic mode so that your heat beats faster. So I'm sleepy but full of energy...and I wish all hospitals had computers, it would have made past visits so much more bearable...and I wish dad had stayed. it's kinda scary being here, probably why I'm typing instead of resting. maybe i'll delete this? Naw, I'll wait till tommorrow so that i can see what I wrote. but it is scary. i mean i knew my allergy was severe but i didn't even remember passinbg out this time. what if dad hadn't been with me. would i be dead? i know the reaction itself is like drowing, you can't breathe, your throat is closing, but you can never reach the surface. it sucks and now i'm here. the nurse came to check on me just now...and now she's gone. see i'm no longer theiur concern unless my monitors go off. so i'm alone.
and i'm really scared right now. i don't like hospitals. I don't like dying. I want someone here, I want someone close. Great now I want to cry. Do I always get like this? Well, at least they put the Iv in my left hand so I'll be able to draw tommorrow. But I want to draw right now. I don't like this beeping noise? I don't like this room and I don't like the nurses on shift right now. They just stare at me as if I purposely did this to myself.
the doctor yelled at me too, until he heard it was dad's fault....but he didn't apoligize, he just went oh and left after checking my vitals. I can't even talk right now to scream at them. m y throat is clearer but oxygen isn't back to normal yet. It's sad that I know how to read all the monitors beside me.
I'm sorry for dumping this on you guys. I really am. I'll be better tommorrow I promise, but right now. I'm scared, no I'm beyond scared. I'm terrified. and so, I just want someone to care. dad doesn't know how. He doesn't know that I'm awake and aware during this time. Mom and Lee used to care, but they stopped after awhile thinking I was doing it by choice. why do people think that? I don't like being here, I really don't. oh
The timer is dinging, I'll be kicked off in a minute. I guess I should go. I hope the drugs kick in and knock me unconcious i really do
and I'm sorry, I really am, but bear with me for now? Tommorrow this will be gone. but I just want to pretend someone is here....
so let me? Please?
And that typing with an IV stuck in your hand is annoying?
I mean, I thought you weren't allowed to have this stuff, especially in emerg...but it seems you can. The nurse told me it was for the teen and young adult patients who needed something to calm them down. I'm allowed to go on because I'm right beside the nurses station and hooked up to all their little monitors that go beep beep beep.
Yeah, I'm in the hospital and will be here all night. Dad feels really guilty and all, but it was an accident. He was eating a microve dinner thingy and it has both nuts and shellfish in it...must have been asian....anyways, I walked into the living room and woke up in the hospital. They said dad gave me the epi-pen and then drove me here. He got a speeding ticket silly guy....
So I'm doped up, but still clear-headed. It's just odd because everything feels like I'm moving through a cloud of fog. Very weird and annoying because things take forever, but I has time. I have to stay here for 8 hours to make sure I don't re-lapse because you know...not breathing is not fun. dad went home. He'll pick me up later.
This place is a mess and I can't even have the food because it also has a chance of killing me. See, hopsital food can kill! My nurse just laughed at me when I told her that. She also had an interesting look on her face when I blabbed out that I should be drawing tentacle porn, not lying in bed. I'm told it's one of the more interesting things she's heard from a semi-drugged patient.
I'll probably be embarrassed tommorrow, but I likes these drugs. they give you benadryl for your reaction, which makes you really, really sleepy and then they pump you full of andrenaline stuff to keep your body in panic mode so that your heat beats faster. So I'm sleepy but full of energy...and I wish all hospitals had computers, it would have made past visits so much more bearable...and I wish dad had stayed. it's kinda scary being here, probably why I'm typing instead of resting. maybe i'll delete this? Naw, I'll wait till tommorrow so that i can see what I wrote. but it is scary. i mean i knew my allergy was severe but i didn't even remember passinbg out this time. what if dad hadn't been with me. would i be dead? i know the reaction itself is like drowing, you can't breathe, your throat is closing, but you can never reach the surface. it sucks and now i'm here. the nurse came to check on me just now...and now she's gone. see i'm no longer theiur concern unless my monitors go off. so i'm alone.
and i'm really scared right now. i don't like hospitals. I don't like dying. I want someone here, I want someone close. Great now I want to cry. Do I always get like this? Well, at least they put the Iv in my left hand so I'll be able to draw tommorrow. But I want to draw right now. I don't like this beeping noise? I don't like this room and I don't like the nurses on shift right now. They just stare at me as if I purposely did this to myself.
the doctor yelled at me too, until he heard it was dad's fault....but he didn't apoligize, he just went oh and left after checking my vitals. I can't even talk right now to scream at them. m y throat is clearer but oxygen isn't back to normal yet. It's sad that I know how to read all the monitors beside me.
I'm sorry for dumping this on you guys. I really am. I'll be better tommorrow I promise, but right now. I'm scared, no I'm beyond scared. I'm terrified. and so, I just want someone to care. dad doesn't know how. He doesn't know that I'm awake and aware during this time. Mom and Lee used to care, but they stopped after awhile thinking I was doing it by choice. why do people think that? I don't like being here, I really don't. oh
The timer is dinging, I'll be kicked off in a minute. I guess I should go. I hope the drugs kick in and knock me unconcious i really do
and I'm sorry, I really am, but bear with me for now? Tommorrow this will be gone. but I just want to pretend someone is here....
so let me? Please?