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It's always something
Oct. 15th, 2011 01:14 pmYou know when life is finally going well and things are working out and you're like 'Hey! I can handle this!'
But in the back of your mind you just know that something will happen?
Yup.
That something happened.
Tell me why I always attract the wrong kind of male attention when I'm out? I mean, I don't over-dress or under-dress. I hold my head up now and walk confident and yet, once again, I walk away with bruises.
At least I also deliver bruises and marks of my own, but still...
What am I doing wrong? I can't figure it out. I don't even bother putting on make-up when I go out now and usually have on a hat.
But, it happened about a week ago. The police have the report and I'm finally not shaking anymore so now I can get back to people and try to draw. I have sooo many commissions to work on, but I can't focus and everything I just try to let go and draw, my mind goes blank.
The lack of sunlight for 5 days is not helping either.
Ah well, I'll pull out paper and pen and just hope for the best. I'm so far behind on online life that I have no idea how any of you are doing. I hope you're all well though.
But in the back of your mind you just know that something will happen?
Yup.
That something happened.
Tell me why I always attract the wrong kind of male attention when I'm out? I mean, I don't over-dress or under-dress. I hold my head up now and walk confident and yet, once again, I walk away with bruises.
At least I also deliver bruises and marks of my own, but still...
What am I doing wrong? I can't figure it out. I don't even bother putting on make-up when I go out now and usually have on a hat.
But, it happened about a week ago. The police have the report and I'm finally not shaking anymore so now I can get back to people and try to draw. I have sooo many commissions to work on, but I can't focus and everything I just try to let go and draw, my mind goes blank.
The lack of sunlight for 5 days is not helping either.
Ah well, I'll pull out paper and pen and just hope for the best. I'm so far behind on online life that I have no idea how any of you are doing. I hope you're all well though.
