New Start.
Dec. 31st, 2008 05:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Been at my mother's for the past week. And while it was nice (since I could get some P4 played and damn do I love that game!!) it also showed me how badly shaken I actually am from the attack. But New Years is today/tomorrow and thus, I want to start over.
I want to start the new year happy and positive and so, I'm going to look at 2008, glare at it for a bit and then turn my back on it.
Staring tomorrow is a new day, a new year and I'm going to face forward and do everything I can to make it the best year possible.
I'm still scared of crowds right now and there is still a problem with paypal, but I have money for rent, I have a place to live, I have good friends, both online and near-by and I know people love me and care about me. That's more then enough for me.
I'll take things one step at a time.
But fo0r now, know that I'm glad I have you guys and that I appreciate everything you've done for me and hope that one day I can do something for each one of you.
Enjoy the New Year! And know that you're loved.
I want to start the new year happy and positive and so, I'm going to look at 2008, glare at it for a bit and then turn my back on it.
Staring tomorrow is a new day, a new year and I'm going to face forward and do everything I can to make it the best year possible.
I'm still scared of crowds right now and there is still a problem with paypal, but I have money for rent, I have a place to live, I have good friends, both online and near-by and I know people love me and care about me. That's more then enough for me.
I'll take things one step at a time.
But fo0r now, know that I'm glad I have you guys and that I appreciate everything you've done for me and hope that one day I can do something for each one of you.
Enjoy the New Year! And know that you're loved.
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Date: 2008-12-31 11:49 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-01-01 05:40 pm (UTC)May you forgive all your past, and enjoy all your future!
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Date: 2009-01-02 02:33 pm (UTC)And remember, when things are down, that works both ways. :D
I hope this year if full of positive and happy things! It won't be perfect, but what is? You deserve some fun and happiness! *raises glass* Here's to 2009! And a shiny new outlook!
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Date: 2009-01-04 11:47 am (UTC)