Red = Pain

[luco]

Guess who fell asleep in the sun after gardening and got burnt?

Yup. 3 hours in a lounge chair leaves one a lovely shade of red and makes moving very painful. But the garden looks pretty.

Although...it's not what I had planned to do this weekend. I had planned to just spend the time painting eggs and doing silly, pointless fluffy/sexy bunny art! Instead mom dragged me off shopping and the flower shopping and then the flowers needed to go in and the front steps needed to be cleaned and the soil needed to go into the new pots and the pots all re-arranged and everything swept and some stuff moved into the garage and the table inside cleared off for easter dinner and the eggs dyed and....

Yeah. Of course I was the one who did it because mom's shoulder is still a mess and Lee is in a serious depression where leaving his room is a chore so.

But, luckily a short little phone conversation with Dan offered a lovely pick me up so yeeah!

But now, I'm sore from gardening and my skin is sore from burning.

Still wanna do my bunny art though >>

Also.....why am I having a problem gathering the courage to post on communities? I use to do it all the time and now....I dunno. *pouts*

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[kalloway]

Also.....why am I having a problem gathering the courage to post on communities? I use to do it all the time and now....I dunno.

I'm really the same way. I have to totally force myself and most of the time it still doesn't work. Especially with smaller pieces, etc. - I just feel like my work isn't worth wasting anyone's time with. It's a bad attitude to have, but I don't know how to get rid of it.

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Yeah...cause if they wanted to see it they'd already be watching and there is so much other stuff already posted that, it just seems pointless.

But, I know posting can also lead to new people and more inspiration and fandomy funness but yeah.

[kalloway]

Oh exactly. And there has to be some way to get over that... if I ever find the answer, I'll let you know, and if you ever find it, do tell me.

(Maybe we should challenge each other to just take the plunge and put ourselves out there?)

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

I feel better knowing that someone else understands but yes, we need to search for the answer.

((That challenge thing sounds like a good idea....video games have made me competitive and willing to go drastic lengths for treasure....))