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And next I give you
So, this has not been a good week. Not only do I find out that after a summer of basically being on my own, being around people can be stressful and is is something I need to work up to handling again, not something I should be thrust into.
It equals crashing.
And badly.
Follow that up with having nearly died quite a few times because people who should know better still bring nuts and nut-related products to class, and that because of that I have had to miss classes and now cannot enter the second year studio room for the rest of the year, well, it doesn't make me happy.
Now add having my epi-pen getting destroyed and having to wait a week to get a new one. Now try waiting around in your room and not being allowed to go out because you fear for your life for a week. It's not fun. Put on top of that a stalkish bastard, a fucked up financial situation and a teacher who isn't willing to email me back so that I can do some assignments and actually be a part of my second year digital tools class and well. . .I have constantly been either ready to cry or strangle someone.
Oh and there are quite a few bad situations here in residence this year that are adding more stress to me and really. . .this has not been a good start. I'm already exhausted and wanting to give up. I'm just tired.
And there is still so much I need to do and yet I don't want to do anything because I feel hurt and betrayed and if it wasn't for the fact that this week I have recieved some of your pictures and some more pretty fabric to play with I think I would have just given up completely and crawled off into a hole somewhere.
But, I want to succeed so this weekend, I just need to focus on my work and really just try and get myself into some kind of order and prepare myself for school. I just need to take it on step at a time right?
Enjoy.
And next I give you
So, this has not been a good week. Not only do I find out that after a summer of basically being on my own, being around people can be stressful and is is something I need to work up to handling again, not something I should be thrust into.
It equals crashing.
And badly.
Follow that up with having nearly died quite a few times because people who should know better still bring nuts and nut-related products to class, and that because of that I have had to miss classes and now cannot enter the second year studio room for the rest of the year, well, it doesn't make me happy.
Now add having my epi-pen getting destroyed and having to wait a week to get a new one. Now try waiting around in your room and not being allowed to go out because you fear for your life for a week. It's not fun. Put on top of that a stalkish bastard, a fucked up financial situation and a teacher who isn't willing to email me back so that I can do some assignments and actually be a part of my second year digital tools class and well. . .I have constantly been either ready to cry or strangle someone.
Oh and there are quite a few bad situations here in residence this year that are adding more stress to me and really. . .this has not been a good start. I'm already exhausted and wanting to give up. I'm just tired.
And there is still so much I need to do and yet I don't want to do anything because I feel hurt and betrayed and if it wasn't for the fact that this week I have recieved some of your pictures and some more pretty fabric to play with I think I would have just given up completely and crawled off into a hole somewhere.
But, I want to succeed so this weekend, I just need to focus on my work and really just try and get myself into some kind of order and prepare myself for school. I just need to take it on step at a time right?
Enjoy.
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Date: 2007-09-22 03:42 am (UTC)Oh, I sent you my picture too. If you haven't received it, then just know that it's on its way!
~Swyrel
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Date: 2007-09-22 04:52 pm (UTC)~Swyrel
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Date: 2007-09-23 08:51 pm (UTC)But yeah, being thrust back into a social life is hard and having people put me in danger doesn't help. But alot of people don't really understand how a food can be dangerous if they've never gone through it themselves...
And stalkerish bastard will hopefully be dealt with soon.
But thanks. Hopefully I get this picture done soon since it makes me smile.