Shoot Me.

[luco]

First, I give you



And next I give you

So, this has not been a good week. Not only do I find out that after a summer of basically being on my own, being around people can be stressful and is is something I need to work up to handling again, not something I should be thrust into.

It equals crashing.

And badly.

Follow that up with having nearly died quite a few times because people who should know better still bring nuts and nut-related products to class, and that because of that I have had to miss classes and now cannot enter the second year studio room for the rest of the year, well, it doesn't make me happy.

Now add having my epi-pen getting destroyed and having to wait a week to get a new one. Now try waiting around in your room and not being allowed to go out because you fear for your life for a week. It's not fun. Put on top of that a stalkish bastard, a fucked up financial situation and a teacher who isn't willing to email me back so that I can do some assignments and actually be a part of my second year digital tools class and well. . .I have constantly been either ready to cry or strangle someone.

Oh and there are quite a few bad situations here in residence this year that are adding more stress to me and really. . .this has not been a good start. I'm already exhausted and wanting to give up. I'm just tired.

And there is still so much I need to do and yet I don't want to do anything because I feel hurt and betrayed and if it wasn't for the fact that this week I have recieved some of your pictures and some more pretty fabric to play with I think I would have just given up completely and crawled off into a hole somewhere.

But, I want to succeed so this weekend, I just need to focus on my work and really just try and get myself into some kind of order and prepare myself for school. I just need to take it on step at a time right?



Enjoy.

Comments

[pip-malloy.livejournal.com]

Hay!

I'm sorry life's so crazy and stressful for you. I shall send good throughts straight your way. Also, because you rock, I will share with you two of my links from my "OMG I SHALL KILL THINGS" file. They are secret links, (okay, so they're not so secret) that I watch when I'm really upset.

http://www.relaxorium.com/journalpics/thellamasong.swf
Annnnnnd.....
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/ddautta

Hopefully, at least one of those will help a little?

-pip

[mettathron.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry the situation is so sucky. If there's anything I can do to cheer you, let me know. I'm very rusty at this point, but I'd be happy to write or draw something for you.

[helendragon.livejournal.com]

* BIG HUG * Its going to get better, but don't shut yourself away cause I did that last year and it didn't help. It must not be easy dealing with the things you are. I might understand a little since my boyfriend, has type one diabetes, and sometimes I have to keep an eye on him since he can get low sometimes with out realizing it. But it'll get better soon you just gotta find satisfaction in the little things. I really like this improgress fanart you've got going.

Oh and I'd really like to making you a clay figure, I can even send it to you for free if you'd like.

[chibi-trillian.livejournal.com]

You poor dear. D: Is there anything Tiff or I could do to cheer you up? *totally volunteering Tiff without her knowledge or consent, but whatevs*

[helendragon.livejournal.com]

Look listen to the very wise words of the great Bono and you might feel better.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omFdpnSu57U

or theres always Monty phython

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pCWw6W5NEa8

[onikotsu.livejournal.com]

Argh it makes me really mad that people are willing to put your life in dangeer just because they want to eat something wih nuts in it. And as for those people it makes me wanna come up there and beat them over the head with a large rock and then give you hugs and make you brownies (with no nuts of course) And I'll try and send pictures soon, I feel guilty for not. And I'll be on AIM tonight till I'm kicked off.

[helendragon.livejournal.com]

Totally agree. Can't imagin how tough it must be for you. I know it took my boyfriend going so low in class that he passed out and had to have an ambulance be called to get his blood sugar up to undieing -levels to convince my spanish teacher that he could be allowed a snack in class. People suck.

[(Anonymous)]

*nods* One thing, one step at a time. Sounds like a smart plan to me. I'm sorry things aren't so happy right now, but I'm sending major (((feel-better))) vibes and hugs. Take care my dear.

-Ducky

[swyrel.livejournal.com]

*Hugs* I'm so sorry your week has been horrible. I completely understand about being on your own and then having to be around a lot of people so quickly. I spent the whole summer living by myself as well (a first for me and something that wasn't planned). And I can't believe those idoits who brought nuts. I mean, how selfish can people be. Your life if worth more than their stupid snacks. Want me to come beat the "stalkish bastard" up? I'll make him leave you alone.

Oh, I sent you my picture too. If you haven't received it, then just know that it's on its way!

~Swyrel

[devlinnreiko.livejournal.com]

*Hug cure for the shitiness of a shitty week for a non-shitty person who deserves non-shitty things*

I'm sorry that your week has gone by so horribly and stressful. I would contact my friends at Sheridan to get on their asses and start beating all that bad stuff away, but I'd get beat to for disturbing them.

I really, really, REALLY hope that this is like March's unpredictableness. In like a lion and out like a lamb. If you ever want to escape come here. You can go down to the River and sit and just relax. ^________^

And yes One Step At A Time. And then when you reach the goal you can take a step and put your foot into the ass of some annoying jerk who tried to get in your way.

[devlinnreiko.livejournal.com]

I started ranting and forgot to comment on the picture. I love it! I see candy and I'm won. Perfect scene for now since all the leaves are changing. It's going to be so beautiful in the weeks to come. Awesome job as always.

[helendragon.livejournal.com]

Hopefully these my cheer you up.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7W6b_UF6Weg&feature=PlayList&p=9837CC6D4A0AB52B&index=10
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQ4vmSvCVbc&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6AqY0zxfY70&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj0XHAZ6lkc&NR=1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nt7rcrMm7gk&feature=PlayList&p=9837CC6D4A0AB52B&index=7

[berserkerkei.livejournal.com]

you know you just have to say the word and I'll come rescue you. a hour isn't far away.

[ningen-demonai.livejournal.com]

Awww, that's so cute~ ♥

*Huggles* I hope that next week'll be better for you. :(

[marcha-chwan.livejournal.com]

I wish I could cheer you up with something... mmmh maybe the way to happy Lucky Star Zoro will make you smile. and if that doesn't work uhmmm... I'll give lots and lots of hugs!

[ahja-reyn.livejournal.com]

oo! Candy! (smashes self against the window as well)

I figured you were having a bad week since you hadn't posted since Sunday and sent you hugs. Unfortunately, I can't seem to find anything pretty to snail mail to you like everyone else...but I'll continue my search!

Don't lose hope! Bad stuff always seems to happen all at once, but it always goes away eventually!

[renegadelufin.livejournal.com]

Wait, how come you can't go into the second-year studio? I'd wondered why you weren't around anymore.

...Also if you need details about our latest digital assignment, it's the Soundscape project. (Details might be up on the server... I don't know if you copied down the URL to his site, I did but I lost it somewhere.) We're doing the bulk of it in-class next week. He doesn't want us working on it at home. Basically you're in a group of two people, you get a scene to describe using sound, and you have to create that soundscape using at least 10 sound files (3 background sounds, 7 foreground). You're supposed to find the sound files before next week's class, so that they are ready to go when you get into class. And the sounds should be varied, even if it's for the same general thing (cat meowing, for example), so that it sounds realistic.

Umm yep. I hope next week is better than this one was. D:

[swyrel.livejournal.com]

Agh, I just remembered I forgot to add something. I love your drawing (as always), and I can't wait to see it finished!

~Swyrel

[cephy.livejournal.com]

Yeeeek. *hug*

[kala-aira.livejournal.com]

ew, ew, ew.
That is all sorts of yuck. This buisness with the nut-products is frustrating to me. Is the life of one of your classmates really worth a PP&J? *angry face*

And they had better shape up now that your epi-pen is broken. That makes me every nervous for you. Is there anyway you could get your proff to E-mail everyone, or re-E-mail if that's the case, and remind them not to be idiots? Grrr.

But, yes, one step at a time sounds good to me. Do too much at once and you'll most certinlly get overwhelmed. I think every college student has gone through that! *hugs*

And... before I forget! Your lastest picture is super cute! Who's the little kid next to Luffy though? Random villager? ^__^

[kala-aira.livejournal.com]

Oh! And since everyone else is posting funny links...
Have you the David Blaine Parodies???

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pl5PGWKD8MU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EqGAaLsCP4&mode=related&search=

Also, if you don't mind some USApolitcal humor...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rw2nkoGLhrE

[demon-stryker.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry things are being shot to hell for you. Kinda like my life, getting kicked out of my school (for some specific reasons) and being shipped off to a public school for my senior year. But hopefully I'll be able to send out that poster for you by next saturday, maybe that will help cheer you up.

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Oh! Fun stuff! Once in a while people just need that ^___^ Thank you for those.

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Write or draw something huh? Well, actually, if you could just write a small little thing about the crew enjoying a warm, lazy day I'd be happy ^___^ Just something simple and sweet...

Please?

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

If you're willing to make it, I'm more then happy to accept it!

And yeah, sometimes it's very hard to resist the urge to shut yourself away. Everything would be so much easier, but I wouldn't get anything done, so, just baby steps, right?