Figured it out.

[luco]

So my back pain.

It's actually an aggravated injury from what those guys did to me in December. It seems that with all the flying, conventions and running tables at them (which means lifting, carrying and standing, squatting and lots of stress on body) with little rest between has finally caught up.

My lower back and hipbone area will be damaged and show signs of strain and stress for a few more years, but right now, I need to carefully stretch it out, do the exercises he showed me and take it easy. Which means, no more Art Tables for a while and no heavy lifting and basically, I will be doing nothing but art.

*sigh*

I knew there as lasting emotional damage, but i didn't even think of the physical. But, I refuse to let it get me down and so today will be all about fluffy, sappy, happy art! So if people wanna send out prompts (i make no promises about getting them done since I am horrible at that sometimes) I'm more then happy to have some motivation.

Edit: For those new to my journal who want to know what happened, here is the link to what happened since i cannot bring myself to answer the question.

Comments

[albel.livejournal.com]

Arg...have some rest and keep drawing. What happened to you could have completely broken you, but let it make you an even stronger person. It's a ton of experience points in the game of life. It's...awful. It is. But keep a smile on your face because you survived and it's beautiful and people love you ♥ You're a wonderful person and I really enjoy seeing you all summer, not to mention you're an amazing artist. I can't speak from experience (besides having awful backpain too, lol) but I know people that have had shit happen too and yeah, it's shit. And, you can take it. 8D BECAUSE YOU THE MAN!!!

ALSO YOU NEED MOTIVATION?! I'LL BE THERE BB!!! ♥ ♥

Feel better~ I'm rooting for you!

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

I don't think I can say anything else but thank you. It means a lot to me.

[hii-chan.livejournal.com]

Uhhh~ I'm sorry to hear that >_< .
But I'm proud of you that you won't let it get you down!! You're the strongest person I know, so you'll DEFINITELY overcome this as well!!

Mmmh...fluffy art? Something like Tsuna saving Mukuro from the darkness that he lives in?
Or more something like general 5927 sappyness? Pick whichever you like ^.^

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Haven't done anything with Mukuro really so that might be an interesting challenge...

Oh and Hibari bookmark is almost complete in case your interested....

[hii-chan.livejournal.com]

Mukuro is great!! I absolutely love him ^.^
Very curious how you'll draw him ^.^

And yes, of course I'm interested in everything that has to do with Hibari!!

[piogge.livejournal.com]

Oh bb. That's rough...while its good that you know what's going on that doesn't make it any less hard to manage.

If you ever are at a con I happen to be at too I don't mind helping with anything! If you need it or want it! C:

/sends hugs

And rest lots too bb! C:

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Thanks.

You guys are all beyond awesome.

[erinlin.livejournal.com]

Happy art! Ok, how about Chopper being adorable? And fluffy? He's good at that. ^_^

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Chopper is indeed good and fixing all the problems in the world.

[mewsrissicat.livejournal.com]

Still want to commit homicide.

On a cheerier note, am looking forward to new art~!

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Yes new art will be good and so far...there has been quite a bit of new art, and people seem to like it so all will be good in the end.

[mewsrissicat.livejournal.com]

You can lump me in with the glee-ful~

Hugs from a far away land

[brian-kun.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that you have some exercises that are going to help in the long run. As for the art table that's what minions are for! XD. And if you can go to Cons and do something very odd. Go to stuff and the Con. Gasp. Hang out with friends. Hopefully you’ll feel better really soon and are thoughts are with you from this side of the continent.

As for Happy Pics. I think Luffy eating at an all you can eat restaurant and Zoro looking on amused but Nami getting the bill and freaking out

Re: Hugs from a far away land

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

Hmmmm actually going to a con and seeing the con....

....

I think I'd go into shock ^^; But thanks! You are an awesome little minion!! I need to make shirts for everyone who helps out at the tables.....

[eccentra.livejournal.com]

Aww hun I'm soooooo sorry. Gah I still feel like an ass for not being around these past months to support you when you needed it most. D:

Do me a favor and once you heal up give me a good ass kicking for being such an emo hermit. It'll give you something to look forward to. :P

As for the tables. Hun, If you ever want to do a table at upcoming cons give me a shout and I'll man it and do the heavy lifting and all that since I know it's a good source of income for you. All you have to do is the art. ^^

As for fluffy fun art that make you smile. My icon might be a good start lol. I <3 Fran! No fair, I always like the support characters that don't get a lot of screen time. >.

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

I just KNEW that you would like Fran ^^; And don't worry about it. In the weekend you came to visit you've been more supportive then my roomates have through all these months. So thank you.

[obtains.livejournal.com]

Like Carly said, if you ever are in the states going to a con I am going to, I will glady help with the heavy lifting, etc if you still want to do Artist Alley.

And I am sure you've heard many sorrys all ready, but it seems you've come a long way from that point and are continuing. It's not osmething that is easily forgotten or forgiven but those who harm others will always get what the deserve and I am a very strong believer in karma.

But for now, try to take it easy okay?

[kakairupowns.livejournal.com]

Fluffy, domestic ZoSan. XD They can even just be sleeping. :D That's happy, right?

<3

[rudelad737.livejournal.com]

Oooh, you need idea? I missed this earlier.

Show me what this gives you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OlI0RLQJoU

[genuinelie.livejournal.com]

*gentle hugs*

I'm sorry to hear about what happened, it makes me angry and frustrated on your behalf. Things like that shouldn't happen at all.

Rest up - it sucks right now, but it will pass. I hope also that you have someone trustworthy in your RL who you can talk to.

*big big gentle hugs again*

[saying-sooth.livejournal.com]

I was going to reply to this right after replying to your art post, but then I got kicked off the computer. >__>

I really hope you recover soon. I finally read the post in March about what happened, and I cannot imagine what you've been through. But when I met you at Otakon, I thought you were one of the most alive people I've ever met, and I hope to know you for many more years. =)

As for the allergies...my best friend is allergic to milk. It's not as bad as your plethora of deadly substances, but milk is in a lot of foods. Even a brief touch with something containing milk will give her an allergic reaction, and what's bad is that lately, her reactions have been postponed. My birthday cake this year was actually bought by her dad, from a bakery that made milk-less cakes, but she was afraid to eat it because it was made in the same environment as cakes with milk and she wouldn't feel a reaction until much too late. She's constantly on the alert, and I really worry for when she goes to college. >__< But anyways, I know a little bit of what you go through, because I'm constantly on the lookout for my friend. It can get miserable, the restrictions (she's only eaten chocolate chip cookies once, and then the company that made them stopped).

Ending on a lighter note, you should bring a lackey (I'd volunteer) with you to cons so you don't have to strain your back. ^__^

[onikotsu.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Please know I'm here for you and I love you. I hope the pain fades with the rest and stretches. *hugs*