Figured it out.

[luco]

So my back pain.

It's actually an aggravated injury from what those guys did to me in December. It seems that with all the flying, conventions and running tables at them (which means lifting, carrying and standing, squatting and lots of stress on body) with little rest between has finally caught up.

My lower back and hipbone area will be damaged and show signs of strain and stress for a few more years, but right now, I need to carefully stretch it out, do the exercises he showed me and take it easy. Which means, no more Art Tables for a while and no heavy lifting and basically, I will be doing nothing but art.

*sigh*

I knew there as lasting emotional damage, but i didn't even think of the physical. But, I refuse to let it get me down and so today will be all about fluffy, sappy, happy art! So if people wanna send out prompts (i make no promises about getting them done since I am horrible at that sometimes) I'm more then happy to have some motivation.

Edit: For those new to my journal who want to know what happened, here is the link to what happened since i cannot bring myself to answer the question.

Comments

[albel.livejournal.com]

Arg...have some rest and keep drawing. What happened to you could have completely broken you, but let it make you an even stronger person. It's a ton of experience points in the game of life. It's...awful. It is. But keep a smile on your face because you survived and it's beautiful and people love you ♥ You're a wonderful person and I really enjoy seeing you all summer, not to mention you're an amazing artist. I can't speak from experience (besides having awful backpain too, lol) but I know people that have had shit happen too and yeah, it's shit. And, you can take it. 8D BECAUSE YOU THE MAN!!!

ALSO YOU NEED MOTIVATION?! I'LL BE THERE BB!!! ♥ ♥

Feel better~ I'm rooting for you!

[luco-millian.livejournal.com]

I don't think I can say anything else but thank you. It means a lot to me.